Diary Entry - 16/09/2024

What sins have I committed for God to pour so much rain on me? I have lost so much, 2 umbrellas.. :[

Supposedly it's going to stop raining soon! I don't mind it though, I remember praying for times like these last year! :D I had a bunch of my classes cancelled today! Especially the ones I hate. I have a friend I hold very dearly, she regrets going to the type of school she did, talking to her has made my mind open up in many ways!

I've started looking back, I don't like what I'm studying, what else am I gonna go back to tho? I've already invested three years :,[

Maybe I'll get paid nicely if software engineers are still a thing? Fuck AI. I'll have to become a maid and clean old people homes for below minimum wage before a Roomba cucks me and takes that job too..

Life is so short, slaving away is something I don't want but it's kinda the only option for almost everyone :/

There's so many things I want to experience, it feels like I won't have time for all of them... The industrial revolution is at fault...

When a bird lands on a frail branch, it doesn't question if the branch will hold it's weight, instead it puts its trust in its wings, maybe I have to believe in myself more?

Other things have happend to but I'm not sure how comfortable I'd be sharing them.

Maybe I'll get to stay home if my throat feels worse! Which I somewhat hope happens.. :3

So many people I know are becoming sick, maybe it's just a local thing though.

Oh yeah, forgot that I wanted to flex a bit! Guess who did an amazing job at math today? I did.

I wanna write more but now is not the time.